How He Named Himself

How He Named Himself

He was magician
At the back of his tongue
Language awoke
Invoked the porous senses

In example, the word “blue”
From his mouth
Fell into air
Unfurled before his eye
To fill an ocean

Or a cloudless sky
Breezed with recollection
Bitter and sweet
Like summer drowned in heat

Other words named other seasons
Spring’s flushed lovers and mothers
Fall’s jealous kings and princes
A blush of yellow stamen
Vain, reduced to bare reflection

While legions tolled to war
Because he said “winter”
And Krakatoa split
And every illness known to man
Rattled into silence

Until his lips shaped “time”
With all its varied futures
Claiming death and birth
Irrelevant, like glacial ice

Though he never said “ice”
Because “cold” would do
Or “lonely”
A chill on the skin
Squeezed down to marrow

With all the scenes he wove aloud
Chorused, plural tenses
In a singular verb
The act that names him “poet”

Rainy Day

I made this video in early March of last year. Today is an almost perfect repeat. It’s a day made for blankets, manuscript revisions, and query letters. It’s the kind of day that makes me grateful for my laptop, because my feet get cold when I have to sit at my desk.

Publication update:

I’m happy to report that one of my poems, “The Devil Is in the Details”, appears in the most recent issue of Willows Wept Review, released this week. Issue Thirteen is available in print and PDF download.

The Cat

The Cat

In my house is a one-eyed cat
Poised for luck on a windowsill

Her remaining eye is cataract clouded
Clarity lost in a dark instant

A distant wound salvaged
By surgery, her blind futures averted

She is pure patience perched
On a shadowed brink of world

Blurred by screen and mystery
Unaware of her own tragedy

Unruffled, the cat is vigilant
Staring down lawn with one imperfect eye

Lest light slip past her window
Tragically unobserved

Before I Knew

Before I Knew

Before I knew pleasures
Should be guilty
I climbed trees

Forfeiting homework and chores
In search of the beginning
Of wind
In those days shadows danced
Proved the sun moved around the Earth
(Did Ptolemy climb trees?)

Before I knew history
Was more ancient than myself
I hunted arrowheads

Scouring new plowed furrows
I exhumed fallen masterpieces
Of war
In those days summer ruled
Proved we would live forever
(Was Einstein once a child?)

Before I knew memory
Shaped the future
I dreamed easily

Dozing among the branches
Bare feet thickly shod
With dirt
In those days apples beckoned
Proved the universe was infinite
(Did Newton also dream?)

Published in The Powhatan Review, Vol. V, Number 1, Summer 2005

Undone

Undone

This is the house of chores undone
The kingdom of cluttered intent

Where I toil without progress
Up and down the stairs

Through closets and drawers
Of excess, where we hide

What offends the irritable eye
A scrambled profusion of parts

Unused, whether needed or not
In a bookcase or swing

Still here or long gone
From our domestic castle

Of clenched jaw and glare
The turrets of temper

Piled stone upon stone
Mortared with what we didn’t do

For each other, or ourselves
With what we didn’t discard

In time, simply stored it aside
To stutter free in some later war

All the doors flung open
And cabinets exposed

Spilling the bobbins and bolts
Of our careless disrepair

Underfoot, a bitter shambled state
Of grace, because we stay

To sweep it up again, and say
A house cannot keep us undone